Hmm...

I already know I like animals more than I do people, but even I surprise myself sometimes.
On my station, we get alot of cats. Feral cats, and raccoons. I see them when I drive to work, or smoke in my car. The cats with such lonely eyes and empty stomachs. So... so... kawaii.
Spending 87 cents on cat food isn't a bad thing I think, but when those cats will come to your door, and chill in your room, is that a problem? I've adopted 2 cats and 1 racoon. If my bosses find out about this I am so screwed. -_-;

The cats are Mittens, and Patch
the racoon is Tobi

but appairently word is getting out
( rumours on a military installation get out very fast)
that there's a guy who takes in animals and takes care of them.

...appairently that's me.


I've babysitted in the past couple days, dogs, birds and fish...

I even punched a guy for trying to hurt a baby sparrow.

Sigh... they say the more lonilier you are, the more pets you have...

sigh... maybe my body is trying to tell me something that my mind doesn't want to hear.

My roommate is gone, ( he got called out to duty) T___________T he was really really cute...
my best friend is out to sea for 3 months... ( I always always hang out with her)
All of my old friends have moved to different stations, (Military sucks)
and haven't had a decent conversation with Kitten in awhile ( And I think about her all the time, which makes it so much worse)

So maybe that's why I've been taking in animals recently, maybe trying not to feel so lonely.
there was a time where I could've shrugged it off like a jerk, but... now that I'm grown-up, I kinda admit the truth.

It sucks being lonely, and not having the people you care and love not there with you. It really sucks, and it eats you up pretty bad.

SIGH....

Well... I must go to sleep, Mittens and Patch are sleeping and Tobi is outside.

1 mounth left, got everything together too. ^_^ Found out the budget, the travel arrangements, the lodging, and the scheudle. All I need is to talk to Kitten before I go.

Sigh......
busy day tomorrow too...

must sleep...


G'night